i am going to stop posting on Instagram

I know you're not going to come here, so I will just continue my thoughts here. I think I'm done trying to win you over. It won't happen. You're content where you are, and you're clearly happy. 

As for me, I am mearly existing. At this point, for my kid. That's it. I truly believe love won't find me at this stage of my life. I think I was right... You were everything to me, while I was just a wonderful experience for you.  Meaning, I was simply just a chapter in your book, but you were my whole story. I don't want life after you. I really thought we would be together. I thought you would come back. But you aren't. 

You were truly bigger than the whole sky.