Thursday, June 12, 2025

remember this

I never ever wanted to let go. I loved life for so long. But now, I don't. This has been the most miserable time I have ever experienced. I just wanted you. Us. But you could never give me the only thing I desired. Your time. I will always love you. Please don't be mad at me. Maybe in another lifetime. I have to let go. It's time.  

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