Friday, August 22, 2025

why?

Here I lay, trying to get to sleep and I can't. Something is missing... As it always is. 90% it's you, Scarlett. The
 other 10% is either mommy or Daisy. Tonight, it's mommy. I am feeling very smoll tonight and I really wish you were here. It's just another reminder that I'm not whole. I misses you... I am really lonely tonight. 🥺

Edit. This was a draft from the other night but it still rings true.  I miss you mommy. 
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