why?

why contact me anymore? 

 why send me things?

Aren't you content in your relationship? Why send memes about my mbti? Why screenshot the things I sent you in moments of vulnerability and then never reply? Why can you not give me dignified well defined answers? You are so short, say you miss us and then you're gone. I don't feel like I can take much more of this. It hurts too bad. 

I am just starting to feel a little better about myself and I feel like I am able to go a couple of hours without thinking about you... You message me with some  repost.  Why? 

I'm so fucking lonely. I still cry myself to sleep every night I get a message from you. 

This still fucking hurts. 

But why? Why continue to put me through this heartache?