that's when it creeps in. The loneliness, I instinctively reach for you. I do it so often. Just like I check my phone and you don't send anything. if I was on your mind and you miss us then why not say anything else? My soul continues to grind like it's in a blender. I keep trying to be positive. I remind myself that I love my children and they deserve to have me here for them. But you were supposed to be here with me. We were supposed to do this together. That's what forever means, right? That's what infinity means.
You kept me like a secret, I kept you like an oath.
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